Mood: hug me
Topic: Heavenly Bride
Well it wasn't two days late as I had expected. It's only a few hours late, and that's not bad compared... so now there you have it: this week's Heavenly Bride page.
Um... okay. I realize that I've been pushing you guys to give me a little bit of input lately. Maybe I should explain some things most of you probably already know but simply haven't put in conjunction over here.
I had to put Akashik down to one day a week and back off on drawing Heavenly Bride because, put simply, I need to eat. These comics are put up for free for you, and although I do have donation buttons and wotnot I'm not overly comfortable with begging and stuff. I put this team together for the mission of putting out a story. Making a living at it would be nice, but it's a rare webcomic that finds an audience willing to help you do that.
So that leaves me with the other honorable solution: find a job. BUT... I have fatigue problems and can't do both very well. I can't draw comics and keep a job at the same time. I've tried to find commissions and work freelance, but so far in the past few months I've had one commission (which can be found at my Deviantart site, username Sparcarrier).
So I had to back off of these two in favor of not going homeless. Or even losing these two. It costs money to pay for this website, to buy the special paper and markers I use, to pay for the electricity to run the computer, and yes even for the nifty books and things I put out on occasion. I owe War and Conquest money for helping - yes we're not a business here but I did hire them out on contract. Nothing here is free for me, only for you.
And this week's Heavenly Bride page was late because 1. my computer is a little squeaker that needs upgrades I can't afford right now. This slows me down. 2. My little squeaker (whose name is Charlie, btw) also needs to befragged and have large chunks of things I have on him burned onto disk or something, and 3. I chose to work on my resume to send out to several gaming companies instead of drawing Heavenly Bride on the basis of the cardinal rule: I need to eat.
I'm sorry this delayed the story for you guys. For those of you who were angry and let me know it, uhh.. no really. I'm sorry. I want to tell the story and finish it. I really do, but real life is a meanie head.
So please be a little patient with me when I'm late with a page or ask you guys for input. It's very helpful to know that people are at least reading these stories, otherwise I've no reason to keep this website going at all.
Speaking of input, did you guys know you can respond to this blog? Just hit "post comment". I'm not sure how well it works, but someone told me today that this website didn't have any comments options and that sucked. My response is, "uuuh.. yes it does." :-)